I wasn’t going to go broadcast what I was doing, but I also wasn’t thinking to hide.
I feel like my sexual development was bang on — I just had a different affection. And later I’d go to pre-internet online dial-up forums and that’s where I came across bestiality porn. As much as I later experimented with people, I was always sure I wanted horses.
I slip my hands up a little further up and play with her genitals. Now, one of the things that’s a problem with horses is the height difference. So we have this plastic bucket upside down, and I’m standing on it and my drawers are dropped.In 2002 the sex therapist Hani Miletski published Understanding Bestiality and Zoophilia, a book based on her study of almost 100 zoophiles — research that led her to conclude that many form deep, loving, and very nurturing relationships with their animal partners.While it’s certainly not a homogeneous community, many “zoos” (as they are known to self-identify) are monogamous and live with their animals as if they were human partners.But the really interesting thing is that after having oral sex she turned away from me, lifted her tail, and walked backward into me and actually onto me. I’ve had the luck and the privilege to know two veterinarians and a doctor who were open to the idea, so I talked to them and I investigated zoonosis — the transference of diseases from animals to people. Horses have parasites, but they generally don’t, like us.
STDs are only a risk if you share horses, and I don’t do that.I remember everyone was trying to console me, and I left the house and went out to the pasture and just screamed. My wife is the one who encouraged me to go and buy some horses. It’s never been a secret or, like, something I surprised her with or made her feel like she had to agree to or we were going to break up.